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arhagedmind: i often write to him. perhaps everyday. i have this phobia though, in which I don’t ever want to become too clingy to someone that would eventually cause them to walk away on me. especially someone i hold dear to me. i usually write things down then push delete or just exit out the browser after I’ve done my rant. i tend to express more of myself through writing than through actions. sadly, i don’t like expressing my feelings either, let alone set it on public display. this explains why i delete my entry afterward. i know it bothers me when someone brags about a specific thing too much. obviously, i try not to become what i hate. that would be hypocritical of me, on my behalf, i’d say. hmm, it’s just how i am.

arhagedmind:

i often write to him. perhaps everyday. i have this phobia though, in which I don’t ever want to become too clingy to someone that would eventually cause them to walk away on me. especially someone i hold dear to me. i usually write things down then push delete or just exit out the browser after I’ve done my rant. i tend to express more of myself through writing than through actions. sadly, i don’t like expressing my feelings either, let alone set it on public display. this explains why i delete my entry afterward.

i know it bothers me when someone brags about a specific thing too much. obviously, i try not to become what i hate. that would be hypocritical of me, on my behalf, i’d say. hmm, it’s just how i am.

Slowly he’s making me believe once again…

and it feels amazing.

I randomly break out into random spams.

No more love in my heart will remain, never again will I be so decieved.

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arhagedmind:

not many appreciate the sweet melodies.

Anti-social.

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L.

1. he’s waited for me since we were 12.

2. he’d forever flirt with me.

3. tried everything to catch my eye.

4. made sure to always find a way to see me.

5. has taken the metro, bus to my house, which took a good 4 hours.

6. walked the streets at night to just see me in the morning.

7. would come to my one hour lunch break at work to just hang out with me, then leave back home on the metro for another 4 hours.

8. wrote me letters, constantly telling me he loves me, reminds me how beautiful i am to him.

9. puts everyone below me, because i’m his first priority.

10. does whatever he can to just text or call me everyday. even if it means to sneak around.

11. has cooked, and done my laundry.

12. paid for every date we’ve been on.

13. makes sure, i’m happy.

14. always always always, makes sure to put a smile on my face.

15. has cried in front of me.

16. wants something serious with me. he’s set that line straight.

17. dealt with my verbal abuse, never once at any point disrespecting me after or during it.

18. has prayed for our relationship to be true.

19. always runs after me when we argue and i walk away.

20. always calls back when i hang up.

21. deals with my harsh jokes.

22. constantly apologizes for not being around when i mostly need him.

23. never compares me with anyone else.

24. constantly reminds me, how he’d never change a single strand of hair on my head when i’m often criticizing myself.

25. i can feel his heart pound so hard in his chest when he holds me.

26. is proud to hold, cuddle, kiss me in front of whomever.

27. sees my every flaw as the “cutest” thing.

28. isn’t afraid to tell me his feelings.

29. when we’re at a party, and i’m done eating or if i’m hungry, he always gets up to throw away my trash or get me something to eat.

30. has proven to me, he’s more than in love with me.

I say this not to brag or put anyone down but just to show, when a man really loves a women he’ll do the impossible to show and remind her he does. no girl deserves no less than this.

i know i’m not the greatest, most affectionate girlfriend. i’ve held my guards up around my heart, pushing out anyone who’d want to anymore than i could allow. you can say i tested him for a while. being mean and pushing him away, but he accepted the challenge of breaking my walls down and proving to me, he’s sincere and damn sure he’s worth giving a chance at winning my heart. you can say, slowly but surely, this guy is definitely winning me over completely. <3